High heel training diary, day 9

I was supposed to work all day today, which would have given me a break from my heels. We had a client cancel a job at work though, so I ended up only having to work for a few hours. I was home and had my shoes on again by 11:00 am... my poor feet. :-(

Today's shoes are unexpectedly tight. They are my size, but a pair I had never gotten a chance to wear before. They fit more like they are at least a full size too small. The stiff leather also really digs in to the skin on the back of my ankles. Sigh. It is going to be a long day of suffering for me. "No pain, no gain" I guess. And I know what Mistress Phoeinix would say if I could mention it to her... "it builds character."

These are pretty shoes though, what they lack in comfort they make up for in cool looks. I call them "cyber pumps" because they have a design/texture on the side of them which looks like something straight out of a sci-fi movie. I really like them.

Now if only they fit better.

Mistress Phoenix has scheduled another "play session" with me tonight. Hopefully she won't strap me to our St. Andrews Cross in my heels again, like she did last time. If she does, I don't know how I am going to bear it... with the tightness of these shoes I know my feet are going to be in pain by the time I see her tonight as it is. If I have to stand in them on the platform of that cross again it's going to be excruciating. One of her rules about my shoe training is that I can not complain to her about my feet though, I just have to bear it, so I won't be able to tell her about it if she does, I just have to suffer for her. I'm sure she will be able to tell by the expressions on my face though. :-)